Bags...

Cody packed his bags tonight. I had to do all I could to not cry, I need to be strong for him. I dont want him to see me cry, he's already told me that if I do in front of him, it'll make leaving so much harder.... Im not sure I can hold in it any longer though... My husband is leaving for Iraq. I wont see him for many many months, I wont know if he is okay or not. I dont think Ill be able to watch the news anymore... Hearing about soldiers dying and all... I dont wanna see that, and worry that its Cody they are talking about... I cant help but think the worst... but I am hoping for the best...